Update!
Hello Everyone!
I promised I would be posting more, I know it's been a few days...weeks...hehehe but I'm getting there!
I don't really have a general topic for this post really, I'm just gonna talked about my Mom's situation and a few other random things.
Well my Mom has now lost all of her hair. You know those things in movies or in the news that you hear about and never think could happen to you or someone you know or really love?
Yeah I had one of those.
I didn't think my Mom would lose her hair. It was hard. I'm not gonna lie, even my Dad who saw her bald for the first time almost cried. It was kinda like a hit in the face, that this is real. This is actually happening. My mom has Cancer.
Everyone one who cares and knows my mom has cried and been sad but I do my best to stay happy and positive and just to keep her laughing, eating,well and comfortable.
Someone people have asked me if I've cried or have been down and I told them no, I think they think that I'm gonna burst one day cause it's just in my nature, (I'm a baby, I cry for everything, sad movies, sad music, sad moments, happy moments...everything. The water works just come and I can't stop).
I probably will one day just to let it out everything that I've keep bottle up for so long but now.
My mom went to get the results from another check-up and they said that the Chemo is working, the lump is going down but she's in stage three and they're gonna have to do surgery to remove the breast.
She's strong. My mom is a trooper. I love her so much.
Even during all this...I can't get school out of my mind!
This might sound crazy but I really want to go to school. I want to further my education and start in the career I wanna be in! The problem is...I wanna do everything! 3D Animation, VFX, photography...oh actually that's it. LoL
I want to go to school and learn, do assignments, meet new friends, live on campus, live with friends, make it on my own, start in my career, EVERYTHING! I want it so bad. You know that lack-of-progress feeling? I feeling that so hard!
But I guess I got this time to really figure out which one I really want to pursue...which is really just 3D animation and VFX (I would do photography on the side or do it as a back-up type thing), figure which school would be great, save up for it, apply and see where it takes me.
Who knows, maybe I'll go back and apply again at the Vancouver Film School or maybe that school in San Francisco or Sheridan College, who knows!
Just thinking about it makes me really excited! Call me crazy :)
Please continue to keep my Mom in prayers, they're working!
Jolly out!
I promised I would be posting more, I know it's been a few days...weeks...hehehe but I'm getting there!
I don't really have a general topic for this post really, I'm just gonna talked about my Mom's situation and a few other random things.
Well my Mom has now lost all of her hair. You know those things in movies or in the news that you hear about and never think could happen to you or someone you know or really love?
Yeah I had one of those.
I didn't think my Mom would lose her hair. It was hard. I'm not gonna lie, even my Dad who saw her bald for the first time almost cried. It was kinda like a hit in the face, that this is real. This is actually happening. My mom has Cancer.
Everyone one who cares and knows my mom has cried and been sad but I do my best to stay happy and positive and just to keep her laughing, eating,well and comfortable.
Someone people have asked me if I've cried or have been down and I told them no, I think they think that I'm gonna burst one day cause it's just in my nature, (I'm a baby, I cry for everything, sad movies, sad music, sad moments, happy moments...everything. The water works just come and I can't stop).
I probably will one day just to let it out everything that I've keep bottle up for so long but now.
My mom went to get the results from another check-up and they said that the Chemo is working, the lump is going down but she's in stage three and they're gonna have to do surgery to remove the breast.
She's strong. My mom is a trooper. I love her so much.
Even during all this...I can't get school out of my mind!
This might sound crazy but I really want to go to school. I want to further my education and start in the career I wanna be in! The problem is...I wanna do everything! 3D Animation, VFX, photography...oh actually that's it. LoL
I want to go to school and learn, do assignments, meet new friends, live on campus, live with friends, make it on my own, start in my career, EVERYTHING! I want it so bad. You know that lack-of-progress feeling? I feeling that so hard!
But I guess I got this time to really figure out which one I really want to pursue...which is really just 3D animation and VFX (I would do photography on the side or do it as a back-up type thing), figure which school would be great, save up for it, apply and see where it takes me.
Who knows, maybe I'll go back and apply again at the Vancouver Film School or maybe that school in San Francisco or Sheridan College, who knows!
Just thinking about it makes me really excited! Call me crazy :)
Please continue to keep my Mom in prayers, they're working!
Jolly out!
