Update Tree! I Mean, Three...
***Okay I just have to say this (I'm surprised people who have been reading my blog haven't said this already),
I'm not the best speller or grammar perfectionist in the world so I know my posts need to be edit...
A LOT.
I'm working on it, I'm sorry, there's just so much I want to put down before I forget it so I'll work harder to make sure my posts make more sense.***
ANYWHOOooo...
So we got some bad news from the doctor...
They're still gonna do the surgery. BOOOO!
It's just that we find it funny that a week ago they said no cancer cells and now they saying the cancer is still there.
I was away in the day when my mom got the news and it was killing me! The suspense of not knowing of wondering what they said was killing me. It was all that was going through my mind all day. She called me to see how I was doing and I could tell in her voice that it probably wasn't good. She sounded exhausted and just...disappointed.
I came home and asked her and she said that they're gonna do the surgery.
She was really depressed and started crying (my mom is not a blubbering baby like I am so when she's cries it's really hard to watch) my dad had to comfort her and tell her it's going to be alright. And it will be.
Because we are not believing what the doctor said, I believe she is healed and the doctors are just doing their job and have to do what they have to do.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed and depressed like she is cause truthfully I am. And not because now this means we won't be doing any of the things I listed in my last post.
It's because my mom is going under the knife. She's going to be in pain, she's going to be suffering for a long time and I don't want that, no one wants to see someone they love go through that.
All we can do now is continue to do what the doctor says, pray and be strong. The hardest part is just beginning and my family and I have to be ready.
I'm ready!
Please continue to keep us in your prayers and also pray for South Korea!
#PrayForSouthKorea
I'm not the best speller or grammar perfectionist in the world so I know my posts need to be edit...
A LOT.
I'm working on it, I'm sorry, there's just so much I want to put down before I forget it so I'll work harder to make sure my posts make more sense.***
ANYWHOOooo...
So we got some bad news from the doctor...
They're still gonna do the surgery. BOOOO!
It's just that we find it funny that a week ago they said no cancer cells and now they saying the cancer is still there.
I was away in the day when my mom got the news and it was killing me! The suspense of not knowing of wondering what they said was killing me. It was all that was going through my mind all day. She called me to see how I was doing and I could tell in her voice that it probably wasn't good. She sounded exhausted and just...disappointed.
I came home and asked her and she said that they're gonna do the surgery.
She was really depressed and started crying (my mom is not a blubbering baby like I am so when she's cries it's really hard to watch) my dad had to comfort her and tell her it's going to be alright. And it will be.
Because we are not believing what the doctor said, I believe she is healed and the doctors are just doing their job and have to do what they have to do.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed and depressed like she is cause truthfully I am. And not because now this means we won't be doing any of the things I listed in my last post.
It's because my mom is going under the knife. She's going to be in pain, she's going to be suffering for a long time and I don't want that, no one wants to see someone they love go through that.
All we can do now is continue to do what the doctor says, pray and be strong. The hardest part is just beginning and my family and I have to be ready.
I'm ready!
Please continue to keep us in your prayers and also pray for South Korea!
#PrayForSouthKorea
