Not Giving Up!
*SSSSSIIIIGGGGGGHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh*
Sorry I REALLY needed that.
So I have been giving out resumes, talking to Mangers, getting interviews for....I don't know 5 years?
What am I doing wrong?
Is there something about me that's just not likeable?
Did I have something on my face or in my teeth?
Is it because I'm black?
^joke^
Around the middle of high school I began to give out resumes and I must have gone all around my town! I didn't get one interview or call. I applied at Wonderland for cleaning up the park and went down for an interview (my very first one and also it was the first time I have EVER taken the bus BY MYSELF...sheltered).
I was quite nervous considering it was my first interview and it was as a group. I thought I did good but apparently not good enough. I was the only girl and everyone got the job but me. I was so depressed that day T.T
I have always wanted to work at a theatre or at a Disney store as my first job. There is a Cineplex right across from my house and I can't get a job there. I have applied more than a dozen times and even talked to the manger but all I get is email after email or rejection. I don't know what to do other than keep applying. Maybe when they find me annoying they'll give me a shot ;)
This BEAUTIFUL place opened in the Mall a very weeks ago I believe. IT IS MY DREAM to work there, how good would it be to apply as an Animator for Walt Disney Animation Studio and have worked at Disney store on my resume??
Before they opened I sent my resume online and just today I gave them my resume in person and also bought this cutie:
(*edited on PicsArt app for Android*)
I have had my resume checked numerous times, I tried to apply for volunteer experience but they won't even take me for that. I tell them that I live right across the street so I will never be late and will always be near by if they need someone (I lived across a plaza) and still nothing. I see people taking the GO to get to a job that I live right across from...
I also just recently applied at Target because their moving done here and I got an email or rejection. My friend who lived in Windsor for school got the job though. Don't get me wrong I am SO HAPPY for her! She really deserves it!
So for now until someone calls me I am delivering papers. I find kind of embarrassing really but it pays the bills (cell phone) and get me by.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to make my second post sound so dull, boring, depressing and whiny I guess. I'm just gonna keep on applying and praying. Something will turn up. I know it. I AM NOT GONNA GIVE UP!
Keep posted for the next post! Jolly out.
